What Am I Doing At This Time?

I am still awake at this hour, clearing out some of my personal things that I can't settle during the day when I am working.

Finished and completed the withdrawal form. Oh, by the way, if you haven't get any update from me during lunch meet up, I have decided discontinue my boy with MindChamps, he will be there till end of this year. Personally, I feel extremely disappointed with the teachers and management, sorry to say that, the way they handle things/issues, really sucks! Now then I understand and strongly agreed to have a good childcare, require good teachers with passion in their career and love children.

I believe there are more education providers nowadays whom do not have the passion and not at all of any professional ethics. How pathetic! It's about passing on knowledge and nurturing these young minds to be future leaders and they just made it so commercialize. (Just my two cents worth of view)

Next, was clearing my emails, can't read through every single emails, managed to read randomly. Thereafter, move to trash bin. Sent out email to my Financial planner to terminate my premium, Pru Smart Lady. I find a bit expensive to manage compare to another plan with having same amount of saving and coverage, pay less. Moreover, I bought this plan not more than 2 years, so not too late to change my decision.

And not to forget, very important, is to have some 'ME' time. Logging to my Facebook to get update and games! Yohoo!

Chaotic Life

Life has become so chaotic thereafter I decided to return back to work life and signed the agreement letter with the company. Within same day, I received a call from my aunt that my dad had a stroke. So my mum has to be there to look after him. He is coping well, recovering.

While my mum's absent, MIL is here to take over 1/3 of her position, only looking after my girl's daily needs, whereas the other 2/3 will have to depend on me.

Days without my mum around, no more home cooked food, really miss my mum's cooked food so much. MIL can't cope with the cooking, so have to order tingkat delivery (catering) for weekdays and eat out for weekends.

Days without my mum around, I tend to be extremely busy till I hardly have a time to stop for a deep breath. Don't need to mention about checking my personal emails and Facebook. I can feel the stress and even during the days, speed of my heart beat increasing.

Days with MIL, here comes the chaotic life. I have to rush to my boy's childcare to pick him up, I can't instruct her to help me out with some other stuff, she starts to nag, a bored look appears on her face and so on and so on. I do appreciate her help, during this period of time, while I am away, she did take good care of my girl. With her help, I don't need to consider a nanny or sending her to childcare. Only thing that I wish from my MIL is, try to smile often and have a happy face, I notice my girl frown a lot recently, this expression definitely is from her.

I feel so fortunate to have my mum around, she has been helping me out a lot, not only now I notice, this always has been in my mind, only now then I blog it. I am looking forward for my mum returns.

Our weekends basically occupied with unpacking (looks more like never ending things to me), house chores, family outing, and search for furniture that can fits in my new house. Hope everything resume back as per normal, so I can read books to my kids, spend my time with family and gather around for chit chat. Is so wonderful!